Monday, October 4, 2010

eternities of sparkle merged with dust…

I opened the door and saw sparkle of dust in silence so beautifully dancing in the sunbeam making way through cracks in the wall. Silence has never talked to me so eloquently before. I looked down to the floor; and walls as if waiting to embrace me and I heard their mumbled words “Oh you are here”. I kept quiet…dragged my feet more into the room trampling the particles of dust…I don’t hear their cries…Instead I see they are escaping from the room majestically in very joyful mood to find room somewhere else…It’s not all that is escaping but few embracing my clothes, clings on to my body…I desist shaking off dust from my clothes…Let this dust settles…As the wind ruffles my hair I felt equanimity with given conditions but the appellate conscience beseeched me with reasons. For a while I let that probing conscience takes over from me but that estranged me with so much of unsettling questions. As I was assimilating my wisdom to answer; death(setback) struck me with vengeance…I did not know what’s happening…Dead man is not suppose to make any noise… but silence kept me alive…I was lying on the floor…Looking around the room…I realized dust is lifting me up and I see the beautiful chariot of love from within comes up and say “It’s time to go… you are no more as you were supposed to be…you were given the world to live but now in death you belong to love which you lived for.” I pleaded “wait …wait my love”, Love answered; “No, no more…no more to wait…You had your time, now time has come to go…Let their be no life…You know you have been sent to this room to feel the life which you have lived so far. You need to leave your noise …No music, no poetry, no smile, no laugh, no tears, no fear, no aspirations…just accept the verdict ... You don’t have to make any effort…This room has given you the burial…respectable, honorable and with so much of love.
You have lived and now rest in peace” Somewhere in the sky shooting star was seen passing by and thereafter no one saw that star… It is gone…It vanished…eternities of sparkle merged with dust…
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